December 2010
8 posts
Sometimes, I wonder and wonder.
If you really have changed as much as you say you do. I’m not questioning your faith or loyalty towards me one bit but I just wonder if deep down, you’re still the way you were prior to when you met me. I don’t believe that I’m that great of a person so I don’t think that me, of all people, can change someone as much as they have claimed to.
It’s not like...
Hope for the best, expect the worst.
Doing that set me free. The truth stings but knowing the truth is much better than not. It hurt for a little while and I’m certainly not okay, but I feel free. Baby steps is all I need to get back on top of my game.
My biggest accomplishment ended before it even...
The sky was gray and everything around me had no life or any signs of conviction whatsoever so the walk home was definitely the worst. I felt so ashamed and disappointed of myself. As I walked out, in my mind I said goodbye to everything around me because I won’t be able to come back. As I took each step my guilt level rose each time my feet hit the ground once more. I couldn’t take it...
I honestly want to be with you so damn bad right...
Looking at old pictures, thinking of old memories. I just want to hug you as tight as I possibly can. I want to look into your eyes and tell you I love you. Who cares if it’s only a day? I’m still going to miss you. My heart is so fond of you, I’m sure you know that already. I miss you so damn much. I wish you were here with me.
Alexis Dimaano Brown,
I wish I could truly express to you how I felt when I think about you at times like these. It’s late at night and I can’t sleep. The thought of you stays on my mind and lingers towards the front of my thought process no matter what I’m doing. I’ll occupy myself with something but the thought of you will follow until it’s enveloped my thoughts to the point where...
Thrill of the chase.
tr0ytransf0rmer:
I hate people who find exhilaration in trying to get with someone and the moment they have their prize, they give up and let what they had with that person die off. Thanks for wasting their time. Honestly, for a time period I was like that too. It only lasted a few months but still, it felt pretty shitty to get what you want only to realize it’s not what you truly wanted.
I...
October 2010
2 posts
I can't can't can't believe I did all of those...
I’M SO FUCKING HAPPY THAT I DID.
I’m breaking out of my shell. I’m becoming the person who I want to be. I’m Troy Armonio and as days pass by I can be more sure of that. That alone makes me smile. The thought of it makes me happy. :D
What a change in series of events, hah.
Maybe this will be the start of something new, maybe this will come back to bite me in the ass. Who knows?