Sometimes, I wonder and wonder.
If you really have changed as much as you say you do. I’m not questioning your faith or loyalty towards me one bit but I just wonder if deep down, you’re still the way you were prior to when you met me. I don’t believe that I’m that great of a person so I don’t think that me, of all people, can change someone as much as they have claimed to.
It’s not like I’m letting it phase me. Sure, I’m a little bothered but I’ll still put in just as much. I’ll be a little more careful from now on, though. If anything happens then I guess it wasn’t my fault. I put everything I have into you. I didn’t give you anything less than the best I can give. So if you leave, I could at least say I tried my very best.
